First day of school

Well, I've just sent my baby off to school for the whole entire Looooong day of school. His first day of Kindergarten. I will admit, as soon as he rode away on the bus... I cried... I am really excited for him and he was really excited, but this morning, he got nervous about getting off the bus in the morning and finding his class. I took him everyday last year , because he didn't go to school until 11:30. When I woke him up this morning at 6:40am, he got out of bed, stood for a minute and then said, " I can't even stand" and climbed back into bed. We cuddled for a few minutes and then he got dressed, then came out for breakfast. He usually drinks warm choc milk in the morning and loafs in bed for awhile... he's done this for years. Today he sat at a table stareing at a bowl of Rice Krispies... He ate a few bites and said he was done. I fed him a few more bites, while he watched Brad inhale his breakfast, while telling Ryan it's a long time until lunch! (Brad I belive has a hollow leg or two) I took a bunch of pictures while he was still in bed , while he was getting dressed, while he was eating his few bites of breakfast and then of course getting ready to leave and then one getting on the bus. I got some good pictures of both the boys together. As I'm taking pictures of them waiting for the bus, Mady came over and I got pictures of her with the boys, it reminded me of the pictures from my first day of Kindergarten waiting for the bus with Amy... Anyway I'm still all weepy, but have gotton ironing done and will in a moment leave for town and then run errands then I'll get ready for work, so I will miss to boys getting off the bus today, I'll be at work. Mrs Sessions is helping me with the boys after school on Tuesday's and Wednesdays. They can get a snack here at home and use our bathroom, but then Ryan can play with Elijah after school while Brad does his homework... Brad is "babysitting" after school... Little does he know it's under the watchful eye of the neighbors, I love this neighborhood!
Guess I'd better get to my errands! Thursday will be my first day ALL day with no kids home and no work to go to.... how odd, guess I'll finish painting Brad's room! Still can't get over my lonely feeling, what am I going to do when Ryan goes off to college??